Why am I here
Saint Athanasius is considered to be a twin-brother of saint Antoine (Gemini and Brothers). He declares himself against the teachings of Arius, who preached that Christ has been created by God and therefore, he is weaker than Him and he doesn’t deserve such a great honor (as far as I know, similar doctrines are presented in another religion, in which Christ has the title of respect “prophet”). And saint Athanasius responds, that Christ is the God Himself, who is incarnated in corruptible body of flesh and blood, for returning the humans to the immortality. Which they have lost with their calamitous fall into sin.
They say that saint Athanasius used to visit a cave, close to the place he once lived. There he fell into trance, connected with souls-leaders and they told him exactly what to do and say. He built the first monastery in the world, and he called the road to cave “The path of Love”. God is Love.
Luckily, there is an easier way to find out why you are here.
Astrology.
Today it is user-friendly and even cost-free to find out what you have chosen to experience. There are numerous kinds of websites, which would draw your birth chart; they would give you general readings of your chart.
If surprisingly one finds one’s self in the situation of Apollo – to know, who stole one’s own values, but the thief always sneaks out as Hermes (Mercury) does - one must know, that the Sun and Zeus (Jupiter) know as well, that the values have their initial source (owner) and this is not the thief/ Hermes (Mercury). And what constantly evades from Hermes (Mercury), is the sense in the far-reaching larger view of the leader of gods – Zeus (Sagittarius/ Jupiter). The Thunderer also knows some circus trickeries, but he as a kind leader and father, wishes a happy life for all his children – humans, semi-gods, gods. The fleeting pleasures of satisfying the needs of food, water, sex, or the private shows, including torturing and playing with the mind of someone from the audience, in the future would not provide for a happy life neither for the victim, nor for the aggressor. A hateful and abusive demeanor don’t serve to any higher timeless goal. The pride, the avarice and the envy of someone else’s happiness are not in all cases a valid justification for applying Gemini’s petty tricks in the way Hades (Pluto) smells the chance to entertain the newcomers with the endows of the entrusted hell (Scorpio/ Pluto is considered to rules over the nose). And Mercury can't see farther than his own nose.
Mercury is a too tiny planet for hiding the Sun or Jupiter in its shadow, and Pluto is too cold for the long-term leadership of the planets throughout the skies. The service by 2 masters usually ends up tragical, because the reasonableness in one’s actions (Sun/ Leo); the inner warmth (Jupiter); the inspiration of the world’s harmony (Sagittarius); the flow of graceful sensations, which springs inside the soul as if came from nowhere (Pieces/ Neptune) by finding one’s own path do heal the fever for power; the imperfection of one-sided life, created by the ego; the variation among the many possibilities…
If one has a metaphorical glimpse over the golden-haired Apollo, one could see in his shadow the light of Lucifer and from there the harmonious precision of the Architect of the Matrix.
- All three of them are strongly attractive according to the criteria for attractiveness of their times;
- two of the three have an Oracle;
- above the entrance of the kitchen of the Oracle from “The Matrix” is written the message of the Oracle of Apollo – “Know thyself”;
- according to my research, based on the Bible and Kiril Kirilov’s revelations of rock carvings inside cave Magura in Bulgaria, the Shem’s Descendant, Terrah, the ancient Goddess Mother and the Oracle from “The Matrix” are one and the same person, i.e. Terrah = Goddess Mother = Oracle from Delphi = Oracle from “The Matrix”;
- all three of them have an argument with (intelligent Hermes/ Shem’s Descendants/ agent Smith) about the possession and misuse of their creation;
- all three of them agree, that even if defeated by the argument, Gemini (Hermes/ human souls/ other program-agents) are also a part of the creation and they deserve their place in it.
And the viewer, the Sun, pours blessings over the abundance of his world, his army of remarkable planets, characters, the peace between all wide-range qualities and emanations.
Sources:
https://news.bg/regions/pochitame-sveti-atanasiy-1.html - website, saint Antoine and saint Athanasius;
https://bg.wikipedia.org/wiki/%D0%90%D1%82%D0%B0%D0%BD%D0%B0%D1%81%D0%B8%D0%B9_%D0%92%D0%B5%D0%BB%D0%B8%D0%BA%D0%B8 – website, saint Athanasius;
https://bnr.bg/plovdiv/post/101216649/sveti-atanasii-goni-zimata - website, saint Antoine and saint Athanasius;
http://www.sv-atanasii-varna.org/jitie_sveti_atanasii.php - website, saint Athanasius;
https://btvnovinite.bg/bulgaria/naj-starijat-manastir-v-evropa-otbeljazva-svoja-praznik.html - website, saint Athanasius;
„Inferno“ – book, Dante Alghieri;
Latinovic, V. Arius Conservativus? The Question of Arius' Theological Belonging – Studia Patristica. XCV – Leuven: Peeters, 2017 – с. 27—42. – ISBN: 978-90-429-3591-4;
Dr. Michael Lightman – spiritual leader, only reference;
The Bible – book, Shem’s Descendants - Genesis;
Kiril Kirilov – videos, researcher of rock carvings of cave Magura
“The Matrix” – movie, all parts.